3 weeks ago

January 21, 2009

i don’t have the words for this…  i don’t know that i should even try… 

3 weeks ago, luke was born.  just a tiny little boy, yet perfectly formed.  i saw him alive for just a moment.  i wiped his little brow with my thumb.  he was all warm and pink.  then…

they took  him to the NICU.  his lungs were just not mature enough.  his lungs could not hold his breath.  after 80 minutes here with us he went HOME.  HOME….  i want to go too.  oh, to not hurt….  what is that like… when will the trumpet sound… face

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